today i will be sad
but not for the first time
and i won't be sad for long
i will meditate on the anomie
of a life handed down
by some higher powers
whose unsure orders emanate from glowing screens
in lonely bedrooms
but then i will feel affirmed by my purpose in it all
i will spend the rest of the day
in a refuge by the sea
cleaning and doing chores
and thinking about celebrities that i'd like to fuck
there's blood pouring into the fountain of youth
yet medical science tells me i might live to see 1000 years old
i feel bad about something i said to a friend
about their spending habits
and i found out that a baby was born and another person has died
it's all suddenly interrupted by the sound of a door being thrown off of a balcony and i don't feel sad at that moment, because i feel genuinely terrified
today i will be sad
for about 15 minutes
but that's all
Bedroom pop with gentle electronic accents from Josh Thorpe, who paints sweetly intimate portraits of everyday love. Bandcamp New & Notable May 9, 2023
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